This was an author interview I did that asked me about a character in my WIP. She’s not the viewpoint character, but she’s one of the two main protagonists.
- Go ahead and introduce yourself.
My name is Asina di Bernard, or following the customs of my husband’s family, Asina Bernard.
2.Tell us where and when were you born.
I was born in Yonskarr’s Hold on the Karnel Peninsula of Hashiboor Continent, Calmena approximately two prime fortytwo Imperial years ago in terms of personal duration. That’s four sixty-fours, three eights and six in local reckoning.
- How would you describe yourself?
My husband describes me as naturally short and petite. Two ififths twentyone, weight about fiftytwo prime, hair about half a shade on the sandy brown side of blonde, blue eyes. Even in the circumstances of my youth, I was shorter than most. But my physical characteristics change when I want them to. The most important thing about my husband and I is that we are married. The second most important thing is that I am a Second Order Guardian, trained on Earth after I was rescued from the circumstances of my birth, and nothing can ever take that from me. The third most important thing is that I intend to liberate my homeworld from the fractal demons and the agaani so that nobody will ever again have to endure what I almost couldn’t.
- Tell us about where you grew up.
An agaani hold, barely keeping the fractal demons at bay. Primitive, dirty, and brutal. Starvation was an omnipresent threat. The fractal demons could descend upon us at any moment, and the accommodations we made to forestall that were soul-crushing. I was a slave, but in reality, we were all slaves; slaves to the situation and to the needs of the community. Men were expendable workers or soldiers, women were child-bearing machines who were also responsible for some work or some training of the warrior boys. My parents died when I was young, I did what work I could until my woman’s courses started to flow. Thereafter, I still did what work I could but my primary function was childbearing.
- How old are you?
I am not certain, and Yonskarr certainly kept no records of the slave children. We think I was six eights and two or three in local reckoning when I was rescued, but that’s simply a best guess based upon my memories. In Imperial terms, about twentyeight. In Earth terms, probably nineteen or twenty. That was two prime fourteen years ago standard Imperial years personal duration. I’ve lived roughly 113 Earth years in all.
- Did you have a happy childhood? Why/why not?
No, I did not. My parents died when I was young, and even before that, I was a slave working the fields and anything else the shagra-ma needed us to. As soon as I became fertile, repeated rapes were a fact of life for me. I’d had a miscarriage before my daughter, and another after. My daughter tested as agaani, which boosted my slave caste to shagra-my and made me a caregiver for children, but it also meant I was raped even more often because they knew my children could be warriors or mothers of warriors. I would not have been permitted to see my daughter after her she achieved the age of two eights – they would have taken her from me for training. I was battered, malnourished, and fading. I had accepted that I would probably soon die as my parents had. Only the threat to my daughter Tellea posed by the fall of Yonskarr’s keep forced me to protect her.
- Past/ present relationships? How did they affect you?
Basically every male shagra-no and some of the shagra-ma in Yonskarr’s keep treated me like a sexual plaything. It wasn’t something they really chose; it was required of them by the situation. When I was rescued, the Imperial charity that sponsored me paid for a series of healing sessions, both body and mind. The body was much easier. For the mind, I was offered a choice, and I chose to want a normal life. I wasn’t going to let my experiences on Calmena keep me from being happy, keep me from being a normal wife and mother as well as anything else I wanted. Their healer, a wonderful man named Jelaar, healed my mental and spiritual pain, and helped me put it in perspective against the fact that those people and that situation no longer had any power over me. I occasionally dated although I wasn’t sexually active while I was being trained on Earth – I knew who I really wanted. Unfortunately, the characteristics of survival I’d absorbed on Calmena meant I was damaging my daughter Tellea and her ability to adjust to Imperial society, so I gave her up for adoption to a clan family associated with the Imperial military on Earth, although we have maintained a relationship since then.
When I was offered a position on Calmena helping them learn what they needed to know, I encountered Joe almost immediately upon arrival. We were married soon after and have been married two prime twelve years, or in Earth duration, a little over 92 years.
- What do you value above all else in life?
My husband and four children. Next to that, who I have become. I have led nations of Calmena and their armies. I have helped push back the fractal demons away from most of Calmena. I have learned things no Calmenan would have dreamed when I was born, and I will continue to grow in the years to come.
- What are you obsessed with?
Before I am killed, this I vow: I will eliminate every single agaani hold and eradicate every single fractal demon of any caste from the face of Calmena.
10.How do your beliefs make life better for yourself and the people you care about?
The Empire doesn’t just talk about people being as important as they make themselves; they live it. One day Calmena will be an Imperial planet, where the people are free to become as much as they care to work for.
- Biggest fear?
That the rulers of the Empire have miscalculated and the fractal demons will win the next war and all of humanity will be plunged into a never-ending night of slavery and torture.
- What line will you never cross?
With the stakes as high as they are, I haven’t encountered anything that I can promise I will never do. But I will never harm another human more than there is need for.
- What is the best thing that ever happened to you? The worst?
My husband was the best. From the moment he helped rescue me, beaten, battered, and slowly dying, I knew I wanted to be worthy of him. The second best is that nothing even close to what I endured will ever happen to me again.
- Most embarrassing thing that ever happened to you?
The day I accidentally let slip to my mother-in-law that I’d been shagra-my, and discovered she actually knew what it meant. Mrs. Bernard has definite opinions. Joe had to intervene with an ultimatum to his mother, and if I hadn’t already given her a grandson, even that might not have been enough.
- Biggest secret?
My husband and I have been in mental rapport for most of two prime since he went operant; I’d be dismayed if there were anything either of us hasn’t discovered about the other.
- What is the one word you would use to define yourself?
Improving. I am better than I used to be, and I will be better still sixty years from now.
- What is your current goal?
My husband and I are teaching the Calmenans about marine diesel engines. I have a little bit more developmental work to sponsor in the petroleum and aluminum industries, then we are going to teach our people to fly.
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